Ann raised her hand to her eyes, covering them from the shiny sun. At her best friends laughter, Jenna, she turned, smiling.
"Come on, the light turned green," her other friend, Sandy said. Still smiling, Ann followed, walking quickly to get to the other side of the street.
"I can't believe we're finally going to see this movie," Jenna said from her left.
"Gosh, I know," Ann said, as she stepped onto the street block and looked over to the Starbucks nearby. Suddenly her heart stopped. There he was. The only guy who had swept her off her feet. She noticed he was by himself, reading a book or at the moment changing songs in his gray iPod nano. It'd been years since she had properly talked to him face to face. They'd messaged and emailed each other. But had not seen each other since about a year ago. Even then they still hadn't spoken, mostly her fault. She didn't know what she was supposed to say to the guy whose heart she'd broken.
"I'll meet you guys at the theater, I want to..." she heard her say, glancing once more to make sure it really was him.
"What?" Jenna asked, stopping. Her gaze followed Ann's and immediately spotted, Evan. "Ohh, I get it," she said.
Ann gave Jenna a warning glance. Of course, she understood, after all it had been Jenna to catch them making out in the empty classroom years ago. Jenna said nothing, but grinning, pulled Sandy towards the theater. Ann stayed there for a moment, but then quickly moved towards Evan. She knew if she stopped or turned around to where her friends had just gone, she wouldn't be able to go through it.
As she neared him, she began to feel awkward. What was she going to say? Would he even want to talk to her? What if he was just waiting for a friend or worse, his girlfriend? Ann wasn't dumb, Evan always had a girl.
Ann taped his shoulder from behind, once she got to his table. Moving slowly to his side, she smiled down at him nervously. "Hey," she added shakily.
Evan looked up, surprised, but smiled back at her. "Ann?" he asked. He stood up, before motioning to the empty seat next to him. "Want to sit down?"
Ann looked at him, he looked so much different now than when they were kids. Well they hadn't been kids, but it did feel like it. She remembered the time he tricked her into looking for his sister, just so he could spend time with her. Or the night they spent the whole night kissing under the stars. Then there was that time at the carnival, where they hadn't seen each other for two days and once they got on the ride, they couldn't stop kissing until Ann's uncle came to pick her up. But her most favorite memory was running through the rain, before he stopped her and just kissed her softly. She wondered where all those memories had gone... or what he did with them. She still had them, they would sometimes come out of nowhere and flood her brain. Those had been the days... but now, here they were looking at each other three years later and it seemed as if those memories had never happened.
As she sat down, she realized she was still smiling at him. "Hi," she said again before laughing. "This is just a real surprise, I didn't think I'd see you here."
This was true. Shortly after their breakup, Ann had moved out of the neighborhood. She tended to come a lot, hoping to see him. But after a year of being let down, she gave up. So the fact that he was here, was just unbelievable.
"Yeah me neither," he said as he took off his headphones and put them away. "It's a nice day... to be outside."
"It is," she agreed. "It's the kind of day when someone just goes outside to play soccer," she added after a while. Ann still remembered going to all the soccer practices and games, just to see him.
Evan caught her eye before nodding and looking away.
"I'm sorry," Ann said quickly, "I just saw you and wanted to say hello, so I guess I should get going."
She was about to stand up when Evan quickly shook his head, "No, I'm sorry. I just... I'm going through a rough time right now."
"Oh, I'm sorry, I didn't know."
"How would you? We haven't spoken in months," he said, giving her smile as if to reassure her things were okay.
Ann tried to smile back, but instead ended up shrugging. "It just gets hard," she said softly.
"Hard?" Evan asked, confused.
Ann looked away, why was she bringing it up. This was so dumb. They had happened and now over. He had moved on and she had too. As he had let her know, she'd been the one to let go.
"Never mind, I mean... I've just been busy."
"Oh," Evan said, nodding. "So what are you doing here?"
"I came to watch that new movie," she said motioning towards the theater on the other side. "Want to come?"
For a moment, Ann thought Evan was going to give her an excuse and say no. After all why would he want to spend time with her? It's over, she reminded herself.
"Sure," he exclaimed, surprising her. "Let's go," he said standing up and waiting for her.
"Right," she said, still confused. Was this really happening? This surely had to be a dream. Or maybe it had been a dream... that was finally coming alive.
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28 December 2009 @ 01:08 am
tumblr pretty much owns my life
besides no one reads this besides me :|
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I'll on be on LJ, when checking up on tutorial updates :D
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I'll on be on LJ, when checking up on tutorial updates :D
13 August 2009 @ 02:06 pm
So officially there is one week and a half left before school starts again. I'm a bit excited but not really. I just need to focus this year on doing good. Keeping my grades up and making sure I can improve my resume for colleges. So senior won't be as laid back as I was hoping, if not it'll be the complete opposite.
07 August 2009 @ 07:24 pm
They're a couple
two days after the beach and they're a couple
:p
Oh well,
anyways school is almost starting again. I don't have much to say. I've been speaking with Angel a whole lot more so that's good. She's going to have her baby in less than 3 months, I think.
So yeah that's it. My summer is really boring.
two days after the beach and they're a couple
:p
Oh well,
anyways school is almost starting again. I don't have much to say. I've been speaking with Angel a whole lot more so that's good. She's going to have her baby in less than 3 months, I think.
So yeah that's it. My summer is really boring.
17 July 2009 @ 10:20 pm
OOC; So this is more like a rant
xD
But yeah, know what is fun about the beach?
pretty much everything, specially if you've gone to the one in SM
they have rides, stores and rides right in the pier
Know what would be nice?
If you went to the beach with your boyfriend
and if your boyfriend can't make it then go with your friends
NOT with the guy who is "madly in love" with you
because one, you already have a boyfriend and secondly,
you only like the guy as a friend and that's it
and yes I am talking about Mary and Benny
gosh, they looked like a couple out in the beach
the way he wouldn't let go of her in the water.
And she should really know better than continue giving dumb
Benny false hope and he should too, that she has a boyfriend!
xD
But yeah, know what is fun about the beach?
pretty much everything, specially if you've gone to the one in SM
they have rides, stores and rides right in the pier
Know what would be nice?
If you went to the beach with your boyfriend
and if your boyfriend can't make it then go with your friends
NOT with the guy who is "madly in love" with you
because one, you already have a boyfriend and secondly,
you only like the guy as a friend and that's it
and yes I am talking about Mary and Benny
gosh, they looked like a couple out in the beach
the way he wouldn't let go of her in the water.
And she should really know better than continue giving dumb
Benny false hope and he should too, that she has a boyfriend!
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11 July 2009 @ 02:16 am
I still feel butterflies in my stomach when you speak to me
<333
<333
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26 June 2009 @ 11:51 am
Oh yeah, baby its summer vacation :D
yeah my mind just went blank
so I'm having coffee without milk, ew. xP
yeah my mind just went blank
so I'm having coffee without milk, ew. xP
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15 June 2009 @ 10:58 pm
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07 June 2009 @ 01:00 am
on everything
school
life
RP life
XD
I'll try to write about prom soon!
:]
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13 May 2009 @ 06:31 pm
The dreadful AP English Exam was today and thankfully it is out of the way! YaY! Even better they let us out of school as soon as it was over which was around 12:30pm.
So me and Karina decided to go to HP... yes people Harry Potter land. We saw Hagrid and You-Know-Who as we passed the Leaky Cauldron. Moving on, Karina and I went to HP to look at the dresses and just get an idea of what we we're going to wear for prom. The whole time we were there we were laughing or giggling. Even on the bus, people kept looking and giving us mean looks, which only resulted in more laughter.
Even so I got to try on this blue dress that was really cute. Except, it reached my knees and the top of it looked like a seashell. Not to mention that all the dresses I liked Karina said would look bad on me since I'm not very skinny but I ain't super chunky either. Especially the crunch wrap dress. She went of saying that it wasn't a dress, it was just designed by someone who got bored, folded some aluminum and thought it would make a good dress idea. Even so, as I told her, that person is getting money. Anyways, I found only one dress that fit my image of my perfect prom dress. I want mine to be strapless, a little above the knee and have a rose on either side of the shouler. I know it may sound blah to you but screw you! xD Anyways I saw one close to what I want but it was pink and I want mine red or silver. Although one of the saleslady told us that at the moment silver wasn't in style at the moment. LIKE I CARE! I'm the one whose going to be wearing it!
While we were there walking among the aisles of clothes in JC we talked about the whole Benny and Mary situation. Only because I mentioned how it annoyed me that he still let her use him. Also, because I was curious to know whether he was gonna go to prom or not. Since I'd heard him announcing in English class that he didn't want to go unless he had a date. Right there in front of Mary while she just smiled at him as if saying "oh you're so dumb."
OMG that song by Ne-Yo "Part of the List" is on the radio rigt now. I didn't like it at first, but now I do. Weird huh?
Yeah... my feet are beginning to hurt. Maybe cause my window is open. I also have history hw to do. Well I'm going to be up for a while since I'm drinking coffee right now.
P.S. Sometimes I'm not even sure of what I truly want. Or what if I want is really what I need.
P.S.S. Oh rigt, I was gonna mention Gossip Girl. Well the episode was certainly entertaining. I loved the fact they had No Doubt. And OMG isn't Chuck Bass such a sweetheart. Nearly broke my heart and made me forgive him for having told Blair it was all a game. I can't believe its actually all going to be over next Monday. xP I'll probably cry if C does tell B he does love her... and pause for the 'aw' moment. Awww xD
So me and Karina decided to go to HP... yes people Harry Potter land. We saw Hagrid and You-Know-Who as we passed the Leaky Cauldron. Moving on, Karina and I went to HP to look at the dresses and just get an idea of what we we're going to wear for prom. The whole time we were there we were laughing or giggling. Even on the bus, people kept looking and giving us mean looks, which only resulted in more laughter.
Even so I got to try on this blue dress that was really cute. Except, it reached my knees and the top of it looked like a seashell. Not to mention that all the dresses I liked Karina said would look bad on me since I'm not very skinny but I ain't super chunky either. Especially the crunch wrap dress. She went of saying that it wasn't a dress, it was just designed by someone who got bored, folded some aluminum and thought it would make a good dress idea. Even so, as I told her, that person is getting money. Anyways, I found only one dress that fit my image of my perfect prom dress. I want mine to be strapless, a little above the knee and have a rose on either side of the shouler. I know it may sound blah to you but screw you! xD Anyways I saw one close to what I want but it was pink and I want mine red or silver. Although one of the saleslady told us that at the moment silver wasn't in style at the moment. LIKE I CARE! I'm the one whose going to be wearing it!
While we were there walking among the aisles of clothes in JC we talked about the whole Benny and Mary situation. Only because I mentioned how it annoyed me that he still let her use him. Also, because I was curious to know whether he was gonna go to prom or not. Since I'd heard him announcing in English class that he didn't want to go unless he had a date. Right there in front of Mary while she just smiled at him as if saying "oh you're so dumb."
OMG that song by Ne-Yo "Part of the List" is on the radio rigt now. I didn't like it at first, but now I do. Weird huh?
Yeah... my feet are beginning to hurt. Maybe cause my window is open. I also have history hw to do. Well I'm going to be up for a while since I'm drinking coffee right now.
P.S. Sometimes I'm not even sure of what I truly want. Or what if I want is really what I need.
P.S.S. Oh rigt, I was gonna mention Gossip Girl. Well the episode was certainly entertaining. I loved the fact they had No Doubt. And OMG isn't Chuck Bass such a sweetheart. Nearly broke my heart and made me forgive him for having told Blair it was all a game. I can't believe its actually all going to be over next Monday. xP I'll probably cry if C does tell B he does love her... and pause for the 'aw' moment. Awww xD
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